I consider myself an optimist, so to speak.
I have a feeling that's hard to put into words—it's not quite "my own pace," but rather a sense that I can't take action unless I've thoroughly prepared and planned everything.
When I was a company employee, I used to shoulder all the work assigned to me alone. One time, a colleague gently advised me, "The work itself belongs to the company; you're just in charge of it. If things aren't going well, it's not your fault, but you need to make sure everyone understands the situation."
In such situations, I sometimes became a bit eccentric, for example, intentionally creating a busy atmosphere, but if you ask whether that ultimately benefited me, the answer is no.
Someone once told me, regarding my slow decision-making, "Decide whether to do something or not based on a decision, and then align everything accordingly." At the time, I didn't quite grasp it, but now that I'm a business owner, I truly understand it.
I'm an optimist who believes "it will all work out," but sometimes it doesn't.
I've realized that there's no point in stopping, and what is worrying anyway? Nothing good comes from worrying.
With the mindset of "I'd rather decide something than worry," I want to approach work only after I'm convinced of it.